i don't think dogster loves me any more 
we had a row yesterday; we make arguing over nothing an artform! you don't need to know the details, but i'm not myself at the moment. 
hopefully we will make up. we always have done before, but sometimes he takes some persuading. i think he gets insecure about my feelings for him, which is crazy as i want him more than i ever wanted anybody else, but he won't believe this. 
i'll keep you posted,
